The life we lead must be worth living. God gives you all in all a new beginning, a new life.. Yet a  harsh pain and says you can change and polish everything , .. The Divine says..pain was given to you for a reason in the first half of your journey and now again pain is given in the second half of your journey. The pain will always remind you of the truth... You live with this pain, the same pain is your happiness too,  pain is your sorrow and the pain is to be loved by you, thou the pain has killed you. 

The path I am is the most painful.. The Divine loves you yet kills you.. makes you feel you are nobody yet i am everything. Its a mystery which cannot be solved by any. Its a journey which is just my journey.. yet I am happy to have this beautiful pain with me as this is my pain yet my happiness, . This is the LIFE and this will be my DEATH too. Yet I have to love as long as I live.. This is the new beginning of another journey.

 Love your Death until You come to the end of this journey. Embrace the Death, Trust in your death.. Live your death.. No matter what ?? 

Is this beautiful.. !! The higher the acceptance of enlightenment.. higher the pain.. My heart is filled with emotions which is beyond the universe as my feelings cannot be held by the heaven or earth. Its a strange pain of happiness and bliss yet fear.. I live at the edge each day as I do not know the order of the Divine the next moment. 

A new beginning " Death is your companion ".. Love him, be with him, yet he will be the reason for  you to Die.. The gift given is Death, Death  is your lover , Death is your companion, Death is your provider, Death is your protector ..Death is your Life now and Death will give you Death in the final.. 

A beginning of another journey of Love, passion and betrayal... The journey continues..